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作者  codo (codo)                                              看板  Tobacco
 標題  [鬱悶] 點的是菸 抽的是寂寞
 時間  Thu Mar 12 01:44:59 2009
                                                                               
第一支菸
是你給的寂寞
                                                                               
                                                                               
一開始就知道你不會是我的女人
我默默得旁觀你們的感情
                                                                               
還記得當初你把什麼事都跟我說
每一次鬧不愉快
每一次浪漫
不管什麼我都靜靜聆聽
心好酸
可是我什麼都改變不了
                                                                               
只能當你的鬧鐘
在他不能陪你回家的時候當當替代品
當一個什麼都照單全收的垃圾桶
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
可你有沒有想過
我做這些是為了什麼
不過是希望你孤單的時候有個人能陪你
在你們鬧彆扭的時候你還可以想到有個人願意對你付出
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我不是聖人
當然會有所謂的情緒
                                                                               
會吃醋 會不開心
當然也會心情不好
只是你都不曉得
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
於是我染上了菸
                                                                               
寂寞空虛覺得冷
火紅的尾巴會給我溫暖
思緒煩雜腦筋打結
尼古丁會幫助我思考
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
每天晚上
我走到沒有人打擾的地方
點起一根憂愁
燃起一點寂寞
吐出一口煩悶
享受一絲暈眩
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
現在你知道我的心情
開始覺得我面目可憎了嗎
聽到我的名字覺得噁心
看到我的人渾身不對勁
                                                                                
                    
怎樣都好
反正我找到了取代你的東西
                                                                               
                                                                               
即使每一口都會想起你在夢中給我的擁抱
                                                                                
                                                                                
>妳跟誰說不知道我什麼時候抽菸，這，就是答案<